Sheree` housewife of atlanta

So last night was the premiere of Housewives of Atlanta season 2. I must admit that Sheree` didn't seem too bad this season, I mean I still think Nene is the best but Sheree` has got some sass with her. However, I wasn't to happy about her comment about " calling up Pookie and them". That was just so inappropriate. People already look at black people in say they are ghetto so please don't add to the negativity. The party planner was wrong and you had every reason to dig into his behind. But your statement simply should have ended with " I had to let the cleveland girl out ". And frankly why do you need to call Pookie and them? He was one man hand yours yourself.

But honestly Sheree` was heated the bear claw veins coming out of her neck proved it. I knew she had it in her .

That was just my random thought more to come...

the untold truth....C.Mone`...

so i dont no if i could live with electricity

So here I sit in complete and utter silence, bored out of my freaking mined with only my nearly dead cellphone and laptop in front of me. A storm has just come by it was all of three minutes but it knocked out my power and ive been sitting here for um... lets see an hour!

I just don't understand how people can do this live without electricity. Now I didn't have cable for almost the last 3years and I have recently been forced to buy my own phone that doesn't have a camera because guess what... I'm paying my own bills.. and all my friends tell me I'm stuck in the old ages and its 2009 get with the program. However, I've always had some time of technology I may not have a camera phone but I have a phone, didn't have cable but I had a tv.

So my question is I no when my phone and laptop die im going to be going insane, so how exactly do people go on a day to day basis without some form of electricity?

The answer is they don't! At some point they have to see or use something with technology, so if they say they don't their lying. Even the Amish come to town and cook food in that nice rotisery oven. I dont even have a stove right now because ..guess what its electric.

So should we be less technology dependent. Yes! But hey I'm an evolved creature and with it came a phone, lights, tv, computer, stove, car, and everything else I like. Shame on who ever says that I don't need these things.

the untold truth...C.Mone`

Maybe I dont really want you either

This is a short and sweet one well at least im trying to make it that way before I go to sleep. People always think that girls are unaware of the games guys play with them. However, I don't think thats always true. Maybe we like the attention and the flirting and put up with your lies and dumb games for the simple fact that we can. We can flirt and hang out but that doesn't mean we're in love with you. We may like your company from time to time to temporarily fill a void, until we find someone we know in our spirit we're really meant to be with. But my advice to guys who think they have a girl in the palm of their hand. Who may not really want to be with a girl long time or short time for that matter but say whats necessary to get into her head. She just may NOT want you either!!!!!





the untold truth...C.Mone`....

If you love it let it go!!!!

So perhaps you've heard the saying, " If you love something let it go. If it comes back thats how you know.". Well most people use that to say thats how you know its meant to be. However, thats not always true sometimes you let something go thinking you can't be without it and you pray and hope it comes back. But while its gone you realize that you don't need and in all actuality you really don't want it. So really sometimes when you let something go, let it stay gone.

I perfer the thought that everything has its own season. In which case, if your past your season I think its necessary for me to just let you go. And all I can say to you then is
¡Adiós! Fue agradable le conociendo pero es tiempo para usted ir.: Goodbye! It was nice knowing you but it's time for you to go.

the untold truth...C.Mone....

Flaws and All

Earlier today I was watching true life the first episode was " I hate my large breast", the second was " I hate my small breast", and the last was " I'm uncomfortable in my new body". I sat there and listened to how disappointed these people were with their bodies whether large or small and it saddened me. But what it did show was that you need to love yourself, FLAWS and ALL!!!! No matter what you do in life your always going to have things within yourself that your unhappy with but changing those physical things may not always be the way to fix yourself the only way to really fix it is to change the way you personally view yourself. No ones perfect and if you keep trying to change your physical appearance without first becoming happy with the person you are, you will eventually look in the mirror and still see flaws because hacking away at your body doesn't fix your emotion deformities. In fact in fixing the way you view yourself you may just see that the things your say as problems really weren't, but your emotional defects where appearing to you in a physical form.

I guess what I'm trying to say is stop focusing on the physical... you were born so love yourself and if you still have issues then fix them. But you can but a girl in a ball gown and make her look like a princess, but if she thinks she looks worst then the next girl no amount of make-up can make her beautiful...

the untold truth....C.Mone

STUCK

I've reached a point in my life where I believe that I am what can be described in no other words than STUCK!!! When i graduated from high school I had a plan, a college to attend, a career I wanted to achieve, and a life I've so desperately wanted to live. I wanted to make something of myself. But as I sit here two years later I feel so lost. All the things I never thought would happen have some how unfolded in my life like a script written by an opponent who only wishes to see me fail. But I haven't failed and  I don't intend to. I feel my self floating above water at times sinking below but not enough to drown. Sometimes it feels like my lungs are filling with water and I can't breathe, speak, or move. Because I'm STUCK!!! I loved college but had to take time off and I've been working my ass off to pay what I owe so I can go back, but it feels as tho as far and as much as I get done something comes up and it just isn't enough. I'm so far away from all my friends and it seems as tho I try so hard but I have no one , no one but myself. The world is a crushing place when all you have is yourself to depend on. When you are the only one there to console you when things go wrong. I know things will get better, there would be tough times and easier times, but I wish there was a time limit on pain, stress, and suffering because then I'd know when the sun would truly smile again. But until things get better I suppose I'm much like a caterpillar in its hard callous cocoon, trapped until the time comes for me to change into the beautiful butterfly I was meant to be... Until then I'm just STUCK!!!

The untold truth...C.Mone`

the value of a dollar

So once again I'm watching TV.. sweet 16 on demand to be exact. I watch each episode that they have had on and with each one I'm more and more turned off by them.. I was actually relieved to see that the one girl Haley didn't get a car, well at least they didn't show her get one. You see these kids the children of CEOs, entertainment personalities, celebrities, etc. and I cant help but wonder why do they need all this... your not famous, your not rich, your parents are and at 16 what right do you have to assume that you deserve any of this.
When I watched one teen say that $54,705 wasn't to bad for a car i couldn't help but laugh. some people could only imagine seeing that in a year or two years for that matter. So what would possibly make this girl believe that she, being a 16 year old who doesn't work, deserves it.
Not to say that they have bad parents cuz I'm sure they don't and their parents love them dearly but at some point the ball must have dropped. Many of the parents may or may not have had to work their way everyday of their lives to get to where they are so why not have your children do the same . Why not have your children learn the value of a dollar. I'm not saying  to not provide for them, but make them get a job, don't buy them cars and clothes just because they want it or it makes you feel better. Maybe what these teens are missing are the experiences that most teens have working and saving for a car, or saving up for the Chanel purse, that they want. Because lets face it at 15 or 16 you aren't grown and those aren't things that you most certainly need. And after spending $300,000 on a party for one day where do you go from there? You have hundreds of people there most of which probably aren't your friends, what is the point? To show how fabulous you are, the amount of money you have?.. please it's not your money it's mommy and daddy's money. These are the children who are later to be featured on things like bridezilla because early on they were taught, its ok treat people like shit you still get what you want.

I watch these shows and it sickens me because they spend $300,000 dollars on one night as if money is air and there is an endless supply. As i sit here struggling to pay tuition, buy a car and start my life on my own.. with that amount of money I could do that 300 times over.

Its nice when they ask for toy donations, but how bout instead of spending that money on a party how bout put it in you're college and life savings and have a chill birthday at home. Or put the money in a charity, or start a college fund for underprivileged kids.. do something that you can actually see the good done with it.

the truth untold... C.Mone`

so yea they forgot someone

So the other night I was watching dateline or 60 minutes one of them it doesn't really matter.  But they were talking bout how to improve identifying perps in a photo line up. Being that hopefully in the near future i would like to pursue a career in law I find all aspects of it interesting. as I sat there and watched as they showed the normal photo id which included a victim flipping through photos, they also showed a newer method which demonstrated them looking at the photos of offenders on the computer i couldn't help but notice one thing. All the photos they showed were of young black men. It may be me but I felt a bit offended. I turned to my mom and said why is it that they only showed black men as if the only criminals there is are black. I mean none of the men they showed where Hispanic, Asian, white.. nothing.. as the Asian woman on the screen flipped through the photos I saw black face after black face. I mean it could be that the particular crime they were talking about involved a black man, but its unlikely since they were just talking bout the process in general... I may be overly sensitive but I sensed a unfairness in it. A violation! And although, I'm not going to protest I do feel annoyed because its not the first time things like that have happen and sadly it wont be the last.

the truth untold, C.Mone..

just sayin hi

this is my first blog.. i seem to always have something to say guess it just seems easier to type it up then to keep saying it over and over again. this is the introduction to me. C.Mone`.. this is me what i think what i believe. your welcome to agree or disagree but im always going to say whats on my mind. Im not writing to give advice or convince you to go along with what i believe. I simply want to let people know what i observe , my opinions on what i observe, and just the thoughts large and small that pop into my head.

the truth untold.. C.Mone`